'm having a farewell to my apartment party tonight you should totally come

well i'm chillin at homage

you know

right around the block from brians

looking up at my wooden ceilings

hearing my niece singing in the background

my mom ranting on the phone 

my stepdad watching baseball.

my boombox polydroning and monoexisting.

Write here. right now.

colored T.V. (s)

Clever we all aren't when you have a strong view.

Carefully we keep ourselves from past tunes.

Nothing can replace them. Nothing ever will.

Deeply we fall for things we over thought.

Slightly/Slytly we brush the top

to

avoid over thinking beforing making seeking

 sought.

Slighly/Slyly

I could love and I could not.

drip dip,rip,slip

Like a pixelated rain, drip drip.

Like a rounded frame, dip dip. 

The carelessness of others, rip rip rip.

The senselessness of self, slip slip slip.

Image by Benjamin Scharf

Tips in Adulthood

Rule # 1   : If you know it
                            It's your fault.
Rule # 2   : It's always your fault


Rule # 3   : Be and Maintain happiness
                            Sadness is your fault
Rule # 4   : Reponisbility is your fault
Rule # 5   : Obsession is image
                            Obsession is your fault.
Rule # 6   : Efficency is necessary.
                            Wanting is your fault.
Rule # 7   : You are a King and Queen
                            (now) it is your fault.
Rule # 8   : If you can't learn
                            It's your fault.
Rule # 9   : If you teach falsely
                             and    believe you do
                                   it's your fault.
Rule # 10 : If your faults make you happy

                   It's your fault.     

   

clear.

You All, righteous steady paced
                    patterns.
beings
    Blurry figurines all out to
                       prove their point.
    I had a seam to put of all to "all" together
     again, all too soon.

Should I go which way.
which way Could I go


Slow down you'll scare them
or freak 'em.
      

    Fuck em!

But if you cannot beat them

join 'em 

Doppel M & Ego

"i'm going to stop drinking mixed drinks, they're deceiving, and for women."

"haha.
...and only a woman should be deceived?"

"exactly."

far ties...

i seek.
i spit.
i lick.
I leak.

I get nauseous.
I'm healthy.
expectancy.

most of the time.